If you get there before i do
Don't give up on me
I 'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I 'll be
But I 'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then, Till i see you again
I will be loving you...

                                                               
                                                 LOVE ME

Spent half my valentine's day in SGH.
Got Discharged only at 1545hour.
Suppose to be at pulau ubin with reyes and mabel and others.
Spent my last quarter of day with shinyi.
Drank at happy daze.Played cards and taught her a new game.
Cant believe that she can still remember walking home with me and novia from gardens.
But both of us cant remember why were the three of us together that very night.
Took another path home.Walked out then i took a cab.home sweet home.

Oh man.I quite miss the food at happy daze.It was great.
But those bad memories of the chef came back.
But who cares.

静静的陪你走了好远好远
连眼睛红了都没有发现
听着你说你现在的改变
看着我依然最爱你的笑脸
这条旧路依然没有改变
以往的每次路过都是晴天
想起我们有过的从前
泪水就一点一点开始蔓延
我转过我的脸不让你看见
深藏的暗涌已经越来越明显
过完了今天就不要再见面
我害怕每天醒来想你好几遍

我吻过你的脸
你双手曾在我的双肩
感觉有那么甜我那么依恋
每当我闭上眼
我总是可以看见失信的诺言全部都会实现
我吻过你的脸
你已经不在我的身边
(虽然你不在我的身边)
我还是祝福你过的好一点
断开的感情线
我不要做断点
只想在睡前再听见你的蜜语甜言

Stay with me
I want you to stay here with me

Why are people getting sentimental at the start of a brand new year?
Hahah.everybody's uploading old picts.Looking back at those memories.
But i dont think she will be doing the same.Cause i know deep in my heart that she just wanna forget.
Forget me completely.And she did i guess.Congrats!!
Sometimes i wonder if remembering the past keeping the memories is a good or bad thing.
Cause the person in your memories might not even remember that you existed in their life.


I dont know if i should hate or love you?
Talk to me.Tell me!!
I dont wanna to hate you.I just wanna to love you alittle lesser.


But someone told me that i really really really really(dunno how many really she used)love her.

</div>The memories
The things we did
I locked inside my heart
Where I know I won't forget

Baby just talk with me
Cause I want you to stay here with me

You just dont know how much i love you.
And need you right now!!


When im truely in love with you,I became stupidly blinded.
I wish it wasnt real....

I was packing my stuff around 6plus.
I only remembered feeling my heart racing and pain in my left chest.
And the next thing is i found myself on the floor at 8plus.
I wonder why at such an uncomfortable position.
I actually can be fainted for so long.Next time i dont dare to close and lock my room door le.
Its damn scary.Until now my head is still hurting like fuck.


Oh ya.I dreamt  of the same thing again just now when i fainted.
The same dream i had before i went A&E the other day.
"In the dream im trying to escape from some ghosts.They are trying to make me die.
Forcing me to jump down the flat.There's 3 female ghosts forcing me to jump.
They cornered me.Pushing me.I was really scared.
Finally,i managed to run away.
In the dream the all ghosts are afraid of human.So i ran along the corridor.
And i saw two opened doors.One on my left on the other on my right.
I went into the one on my left.The uncle is nice enough to let me in.
When im trying to tell him what happened.
I realised that he's an uncle of mine who passed away afew years ago.
When I looked out of his gate i saw the uncle of mine who's still alive standing at the gate looking at me."
And the i woke up le.two times oso same timing wake up.
Dont know what happened in the end.



I seriously got no idea what's the dream about.
But i dont dream about ghosts de.Seriously until recently.
In the dream they're trying to take my life.I thought i was safe in someone's house.
Then i found out he isnt human. Did he saved me?
Or my uncle's gonna take me away soon?


I had been having on-off fever for one month plus le.
But I dont dare to tell my parents.Dont wanna them to worry.
Actually my condition isnt getting any better.
I get irregular heartbeat like twice a day.And each time it last around 15-20mins.
The feeling sucks.Its hard to describe unless you experince it before.
But everytime when my heart beats very fast and hard.I will be very playful.
And ask my whole family feel de.HAHAH.and they will say why like that?
You got shocked by something?hahah.actually sometime you can even see my whole chest moving.
Even with clothes on.Can you imagine how hard my heart is pumping.
Then i need to sit down and rest.HAHAHAH.
And i get chestpain every night.Its always night time dont know why.
The pain last around 30mins.SUCK SUCK SUCK.
How can i not say life sucks?


I just dont know when i will faint and say byebye to the world.HAIS.